That's it. I'm giving up.
I just....don't have the will to post anything on DeviantArt anymore. I'm sick and tired of pouring all that I have into stuff that just won't be GOOD enough.
I'm sick and tired of working hard and being surpassed by those who simply have luck on their side.
I cried myself to sleep last night over it, do you know how pathetic that is? It's just become too much stress. It's not even worth it, it really isn't.

But no matter how much I try to block it out, subconsciously I'm always comparing others against myself. Techniques, views, favorites, how much "better" they are. I can't stop. And it's driving me into depression. I'm really trying not to cry as I write this.
Call me emo or whatever you want, but this is me pouring my heart out to the five or so people that give half a shit.

So in conclusion, I'm just not going to post anymore. I'm debating whether to keep signing on, to view my DevWatch at the very least.
But I'm used up. I don't want to keep up the futile effort of pretending that my stuff even matters.

That's it, in a nutshell. To the people who bothered reading this, I won't take up any more of your time.